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inooalicedaisuki ([personal profile] inooalicedaisuki) wrote2017-03-29 11:31 am
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delayed

One whole semester is finished yet again. 6 months of pure studying and cramming. 6 months of gaining more knowledge from people you look up to, hoping that someday you'll become like them. 6 months of smiles and sadness every time we pass or fail and exam.

But this time, this time was something far different from our previous semesters. Left and right requirements and duties, not to mention the pressure of it all. But one thing was on our minds, "once we finish this, once we're over with this, it's done. we're done."

Alas, this kind of situation in my mind is ONCE again going to wait for a few months. Why you ask? For I have failed again. A failure that caused me so much sadness deep inside my cardiovascular system. A failure that struck me hard. A failure that I wasn't to know I would really have.

As of now, I don't know if I've failed 3 of my subjects. Here's to hoping I've only failed one. Or is this asking too much? lol.

Am I to blame the illness that attacked me 2 weeks before the final exams? Or was it my fault?

Hah, looking back, I did tell myself I would get through this. Same words of which I told my fellow classmates. I guess I'll have to say it again once we get back to school.

This was an amazing journey, and I swear I'll finish it. I just happened to come across a long river without a boat holding only my flashlight. I'll get through this. I will get through this. We'll get through this.